It’s been said that every cloud has a silver
lining. So wherever we find some radiant silver beam, is there a storm cloud hitching
a brooding ride? If you’re ready to dive into the thick of the fine hurricane
that was tonight’s latest Dexter, “Every
Silver Lining…”, skip the jump and let’s dance to the beat of the drum!
“Every Silver Lining…” –
Meet Your Maker, Dexter Morgan
Just when you think you know yourself… a
smooth-tongued, cool-blooded neuropsychiatrist with a particularly warm interest in you sweeps into the
debriefing room and starts to peel your skin back with knowing fingers. It
feels a bit strange—a little more than enough to raise the hair on the back of
your neck and set the room spinning—but what can you do about it without
rocking the boat? It’s hard not to do something, though, when you suddenly find
a gleaming pair of eyes set on you that know more about you than you know
yourself… more about you than the person who knew you more than you knew yourself. Somebody set themselves to playing
god and decided to render you a canvas for their creative vision. And here she
is now, playing back the old “tapes” of your dear old dad in a state of
disrepair over what you seem to be evolving into.
Here is where we find our emotive, unstable Dexter
at the episode’s shocking instigation: un-knowing himself just a little bit
more. If Debra’s arctic-cold shoulder wasn’t enough to shake his already shoddy
self-perception, he’s getting a good meltdown now. (It’s important to note that
Michael C. Hall was the director of this episode—his first time ever on the other side of the camera, and might I just
say he KILLED it in a way that involved fewer knives and more “ACTION!”-s and “CUT!”-s… yeah, there’s a bit of irony there. I walked right into
that one!) What was particularly striking to me about this scene was the fact
that we—as an audience, and even Dexter himself can be included here—have never
seen Harry Morgan in a state such as this. He’s carried himself about Dexter as
a voice of divine authority, carefully sealing up the “cracks” in Dexter’s
person through which dangerous possibilities seem to shine through. We see ‘Dirty
Harry’ broken. Scared. Like Dexter was when he lost Harry, as he admits later
on to Vogel while on the hunt for the target Vogel has pushed Dexter’s way.
Like Dexter is without Debra, now.
Vulnerability is the prevailing state here. “What do we do?” Harry cries. Vogel, slow to judge and swift to vie on the side
of the “unorthodox,” is ready to step in with the definitive answer. That
answer is, in fact, the Code. Vogel’s tapes reveal just how much of an influence
Vogel had over Harry and, consequently, Dexter himself—and Vogel reveals that
influence not only to relish the opportunity to “mother” this adopted child of
hers, but also to employ him in the task of protecting her from a former
patient who leaves a rather scarring calling card.
It’s written on his once mask-ready face. It’s
tugging at every corner—of his demeanor, his occupation, his dirtiest little
secret. Debra’s gone, but he can’t let her be. She’s dancing in the arms of
harm’s way and it is absolutely ripping him apart. She’s romping around the
streets of Miami, living a life inglorious when held up to the picture of her
former status as Miami Metro Homicide lieutenant. Even her slick new boss,
Elway, is baffled by Debra’s vicious resistance to nearly… everything. Her past
is far from fair game. Her present is nobody’s f**kin’ business. Her future is
territory unknown and she’ll keep running from any sense of what it could
possibly be until she’s facedown and kicking at the air with her heels. Why won’t
Debra let herself be loved and forgiven? This is Dexter’s foremost concern,
even if he can’t put the words and specific emotions to it. He’d give anything
to protect her from the world she’s sacrificing herself to. When El Sapo, the
hitman sent to take out Briggs, is found with a bullet in his skull, Dexter
loses his ability to focus at the crime scene. He’s seen red, and now he’s
seeing Deb. She could be next. Shocked to find Debra crashed on her couch at
home with the back door wide open, only blood at the crime scene could convince
him that he has other things to worry about entirely
when it comes to his wayfaring sister. Just when he thinks it’s about
protecting Debra from the big, bad world he is more than well-versed in, it
quickly becomes about protecting Debra from herself.
We see it in the cut on El Sapo’s cheek after he
evades a violent Debra at Briggs’ storage container—it looks familiar, when you
take a second glance. It looks almost exactly like the kind of cheek slice
Dexter used to make to complete his blood slide trophies (the origins of which
we get a glimpse of in one of Vogel’s stunning tapes). A prefiguring of Debra’s
fatal second kill? I’ll be damned if it isn’t. Seeing Debra back at Miami Metro
for the first time in a stream of delirious months, Dexter doesn’t hesitate to
spy on her briefing time with Quinn over El Sapo’s murder. He's ready to spring as soon as things go south. Breathlessly aware
of what Debra has done and heartbroken over Debra’s refusal to make any kind of
meaningful contact with him upon her return to the place where they once regularly
communed and knocked out donuts and crimes together, Dexter then wrenches her away
from the task at hand—one which is quietly breaking and condemning her—to try to bring Debra back to her old self one last time. This is when he comes
face-to-face with the grim reality that the old Deb burned away in the smoke of
the gun that shot LaGuerta. “Anything can happen in this hell hole that is now
my life… your gift to me, Dexter,” Debra spews out, leaving Dexter to clean up
the evidence of Debra’s crime,
knowing it may not be the last time he has to cover for her. Knowing his
sister, best friend and confidante has spurned him as the source of her
depravity. This is their new life. They’re two souls chasing each other around
an open wound. How is Dexter to own who he is and even remotely function for
Vogel when he’s running like a chicken with its head cut off? He has ruined the
very source of his humanity and yet cannot fully concede to being a complete
and utter monster. The silver lining seems to pale in comparison to the heavy
cloud of confusion.
Just when we think we know the name of the game, we’re spun clean around, our spirits
destroyed and revitalized all at once. Anything can happen here. Let the sacred
ground split.
Leave all of your reactions, predictions and heart
messes in the comments as we gear up for “What’s Eating Dexter Morgan” in seven
days that are sure to fly! Thanks for hanging in and reading!!